Fight The Good Fight

^{1 Timothy 6:12} Fight the good fight for the true faith. Hold tightly to the eternal life to which God has called you, which you have declared so well before many witnesses.^NLT 

 We are called to fight for what we know is right. We are fighting against worldly views and lifestyles. There are a lot of people who try and twist what the bible says into whatever they want it to say, but we know that they are. So we need to fight for whatever God says in His word.

 I haven't been fighting for what I know is right. I guess I have been fighting, but I've been losing all the battles I've fought... 

 We are suppose to keep these morals close into our hearts, and remember God has promised us eternal life. With keeping eternal life in mind, I can't keep messing up. I've told so many people about how I'm "waiting for marriage", I need to live up to that reputation. I haven't been living up to it at all...

 I'm sure you aren't surprised when I tell you we've messed up again. It wasn't even "little" like the rest of the times (besides Thursday). We messed up big time today. It all started with not having a plan. I guess I can just learn from this mistake, although I've learned from this mistake many, many times before. But I'm serious this time. Even if I only see Kevin for church and then leave, I will. I'm so tired of messing up. I just need to take this more serious and actually start repenting of this, instead of just trying to repent. The beauty of God's grace is that it is never to late with Him. Day Seventeen Failed.

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